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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    8:31 am
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    Croft watched them indifferentlyHe too had been bothered by Gallagher's speechHe had never forgotten the Japanese charge across the river, and occasionally he would dream of a great wave of water about to fall on him while he lay helpless beneath itHe never connected the dream to the night attack, but intuitively he felt the dream signified some weakness in himselfGallagher had disturbed him, and he thought consciously of his own death for a momentThat's a damn fool thing to kick around in your head, he said to himselfBut he could not shake it immediatelyCroft always saw order in deathWhenever a man in the platoon or company had been killed he would feel a grim and quiet satisfaction as though the death was inevitably justWhat bothered him now was the idea that the wheels might be grinding for himCroft had none of the particular blend of pessimism and fatalism that Red and Brown feltCroft did not believe that the longer he was in combat the poorer his chances becameCroft believed a man was destined to be killed or not killed, and automatically he had always considered himself exemptBut now he was not so assuredHe had a sense of foreboding for an instant
    The abortive fight over, they stood silently behind the ramp, feeling the lethargic sullen power of the ocean beneath the thin metal of the deckRed had joined them, and they stood quiet, hunched against the spray, shivering from time to timeStanley and Croft began talking again about the patrol, and Red listened with dull resentmentHis back was aching, which made him irritableThe slapping and pounding of the assault boat, the constraint of the cots and men in their tiny space, even the sound of Stanley's voice, were offensive
    "You know," Stanley was confiding to Croft, "I'm not saying I'm happy about the patrol, but still it's going to be an experience, you knowYou can't be a lower kind of noncom than I am, but still you got duties, and you need experience to carry it out right His speech had a modest tone, too modest for Red, who snorted scornfully
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    looked back at her and smiled mockingly"And don't try to do
    anything
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    bedroomsWhen she ran to their doors they, too, were locked on the
    outsideShe returned to her own room and paced its length and width
    until she was exhaustedAt last she slumped into a chair and
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    The
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    in fighting Rhett, she'd have to outwit him somehowThere had to be
    a
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    plenty of money for a ticket to-where? As always when Scarlett was
    heartsore, she thought of TaraThere was peace there, and new
    strength
    If only Tara was hers, all hersShe saw again the daydreams she'd
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    The Komitet officer looked at Krupkin and spoke in Russian“What is this one talking about?”
    “It’s difficult for us to understand,” answered Dimitri in his native language, “still, for them it is
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    “What’s he saying?” asked Bourne, annoyed
    “I think he’s about to give a civics lesson, U
    “Such lessons more often than not fall on deaf ears in Washington,” interrupted Krupkin in
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    I sat there for a little while, looking out at the
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    8:31 am
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    He took a deep breath“Now, you all just take it easy and hear us outThis
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    “Every time,” the one named Rob mutteredHis hand drifted to the holster on his thigh
    “What?” Jared asked in a flat voice
    Nate sighed and then gestured to the tall man with the ginger red hairThe man stepped
    forward, a wry smile on his faceHe had freckles, like me, only thousands moreThey were
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    hundred timesHe's one of our family, and we don't take kindly to it when people try to kill
    him
    One of the women slowly pulled her gun out and held it pointed at the ground
    The redhead spoke for the first time in a distinctly gentle tenor voice“No, it's okay, NateSee?
    They've got one of their own He pointed straight at me, and Ian tensed“Looks like I'm not
    the only one who's gone native
    Burns grinned at me, then crossed the empty space, the no-man's-land between the two tribes,
    with his hand stretched out toward me
    I stepped out from around Ian, ignoring his muttered warning, abruptly comfortable and sure
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    8:31 am
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    Her mouth forms in the blank smile, wrinkles suddenly into weepingShe cries on the bed like a little girlHe realizes abruptly after two and a half years of marriage that when she forms that smile she is close to hysteria and terror and perhaps even loathingThe knowledge freezes in his chest
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    In the morning none of it seems so awful, and by the end of a week he has nearly forgotten itBut on his side it marks the end or almost the end of one expectation from marriage, and for Natalie it means she must pretend excitement in order to avoid hurting himTheir marriage settles again like a foundation seeking bedrockFor them, that species of failure is not acute, not really dangerousThey ensconce themselves in their child, in adding and replacing furniture, in discussing insurance and finally buying someThere are the problems of his work, his slow advances, the personalities of the men in the shopHe takes to bowling with a few of them, and Natalie joins the sisterhood at the local temple, induces them finally to give courses in the danceThe rabbi is a young man, quite liked because he is modernOn Wednesday nights they have a baby sitter, and listen to his lectures on bestsellers in the social room
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    The war comes and Joey doubles his salary with overtime and promotionHe is up before the draft board twice and is deferred each time, but in 1943 when they start drafting the fathers he does not try for an exemption because he is a war workerThere is a sense of guilt in all the familiar landscape of his home, there is the discomfort of walking the street in civilian clothesMore, he has convictions, reads PM from time to time, although he will say that it upsets him too muchHe reasons it all out with Natalie, is drafted against the protests of his boss
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    same, but her lips held a beginning smile instead of a sneer, and her
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    Or was it? Was it some taint of shamelessness in her blood, handed
    down from the woman who smiled at her from the painting? Scarlett
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    Hardly enough, in Scarlett's opinion, for one of the bright-plumaged
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    "You jus' 'member what you said," Ridges muttered almost fiercely"Jus' watch yourself, man
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    “Fine, but you have to get Jeb's permissionI'm not going to bug Jeb tonight
    “What is Jeb doing?”
    Jamie didn't answerIt was only at that point I realized he had deliberately not answered my
    question the first timeThere was something he didn't want to tell meMaybe the others were
    busy trying to find me, tooMaybe Jared's homecoming had returned them to their original
    opinion about meIt had seemed that way in the kitchen, when they'd hung their heads and eyed
    me with furtive guilt
    “What's going on, Jamie?” I pressed
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    around my waist, and his face pressed against my shoulder“Everything is going to be all right,”
    he promised me, his voice thick
    I patted his back and ran my fingers through his tangled mane“Okay,” I said, agreeing to
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    for consolationThe loss of Mary I must consider as comprehending
    the loss of Crawford and of FannyWere it a decided thing, an
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    few years—but I am writing nonsenseWere I refused, I must bear
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    The only question is how? What may be the likeliest means? I have
    sometimes thought of going to London again after Easter, and sometimes
    resolved on doing nothing till she returns to MansfieldEven
    now, she speaks with pleasure of being in Mansfield in June; but
    June is at a great distance, and I believe I shall write to herI have
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    method of explanationI shall be able to write much that I could
    not say, and shall be giving her time for reflection before she resolves
    on her answer, and I am less afraid of the result of reflection
    than of an immediate hasty impulse; I think I amMy greatest danger
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    to help my own causeA letter exposes to all the evil of consultation,
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    adviser may, in an unlucky moment, lead it to do what it may afterwards
    regretI must think this matter over a littleThis long letter,
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    of a FannyThe last time I saw Crawford was at MrsI am more and more satisfied with all that I see and rolex ladies watches hear of
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    own mind, and acts up to his resolutions: an inestimable qualityI
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    recollecting what you once told me, and I acknowledge that they
    did not meet as friendsThere was marked coolness on her side
    371
    Jane Austen
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    “I told you I’d call you right back,” said the voice of Alex Conklin“Bernardine has an idea that
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    “Who’s Bernardine?”
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    “And you think David—Jason—won’t spot something like that? You’ve got a terrible memory,
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    “It’s only one possibility, there are otherswell, he’s bound to call meWhen he hears the news about Teagarten, he’s got to call
    me
    “Why?”
    “Like you say, to get him out!”
    “With Carlos in the offing? Fat chance, fatheadI’ve got a rolex watches women better idea
    “You can’t!”
    “I don’t want to hear that anymore, I won’t hear that anymoreAre you going to help me or do I
    do it by myself?”
    “I couldn’t get a postage stamp from a dispensing machine in France, and Holland couldn’t get
    the address of the Eiffel Tower
    “Then I’m on my own, which, frankly, under the circumstances, makes me feel a lot safer
    “What can you do, Marie?”
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    were ‘secure,’ and in his crazy frame of mind he’ll return to them because he knows they’re
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    “God bless, favorite lady
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    201
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    for a plate of third-rate mulligan stew, as well as for a taxi
    “The Ritz-Carlton,” said the judge to the driver
    “You h’ain’d got no luggage?” asked the gucci women watch ma
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    "Do you mind it?" Jack looked honestly curious
    "All the quiet? Because it'd get on my nerves a
    little, to tell you the God's honest And that was the truth
    Healing is a kind of revolt, and as I think I've
    said, all successful revolts begin in secret
    "What do you do? If you don't mind me asking?"
    "Exercise in the morningsSleep in the
    afternoonsI may eventually try
    painting, but I'm not ready for that yet
    107
    "Some of your fake hermes stuff looks pretty good for an
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    "Thank you, Jack, that's very kind
    I didn't know if kind was all he was being or if
    he was telling me his version of the truthMaybe
    it didn't matterWhen it comes to things like
    pictures, it's always just someone's opinion,
    isn't it? I only knew that something was going on
    for meSometimes it felt a little
    scaryMostly it felt pretty goddam wonderful
    I did most of my drawing upstairs, in chanel logo earrings the room I'd
    come to think of as Little PinkThe only view
    from there was of the Gulf and that flat horizonline,
    but I had a digital camera and I took
    pictures of other things sometimes, printed them
    out, clipped them to my easel (which Jack and I
    turned so the strong afternoon light would strike
    across the paper), and drew that stuffThere was
    no rhyme or reason to those snapshots, although
    when I told Kamen this in an omega sale e-mail, he responded
    that the unconscious mind writes poetry if it's
    left alone
    108
    I drew my mailboxI drew the stuff growing around
    Big Pink, then had Jack buy me a book - Common
    Plants of the Florida Coast - so I could put names
    to my picturesNaming seemed to help - to add
    power, somehowBy then I was on my second box of
    colored pencilsand I had a third waiting in
    the wingsThere was aloe vera; sea lavender with
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    a tiny heart of deepest violet); inkberry with its
    long spade-shaped leaves; and my favorite, sophora,
    which Common Plants of the Florida Coast also
    identified as necklace-bush, for the tiny podlike
    necklaces that grow on its branchesThere were
    shells everywhere, an eternity of shells just
    within my limited walking distanceDuma Key was
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    8:45 am
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    @@@@@But a worm, a centipede? Why
    would he care about the agony of a strange alien creature? Why would it bother him to murder a
    baby–slowly, slicing it apart piece by piece–if it had no human mouth to scream with?
    “I should have told you,” Ian whispered
    Would it have mattered if I'd simply been told rather than having seen the tortured remains for
    myself? Would the pain be less strong?
    “Please eat
    The silence returnedWe sat in it for a while, maybe another hour
    Ian got up and walked quietly away
    I could make no sense of my emotionsIn that moment, I hated the body I was bound toHow
    did it make sense that his going depressed me? Why should it pain me to have the solitude I
    craved? I wanted the monster back, and that was plainly wrong
    I wasn't alone for longI didn't know if Ian had gone to get him or if he'd been waiting for Ian
    to leave, but I recognized Jeb's contemplative whistle as it approached in the darkness
    The whistling stopped a few feet from me, and there was a loud clickA beam of yellow light
    burned my eyes
    Jeb set the flashlight down, bulb upIt threw a circle of light on the low ceiling and made a
    wider, more diffuse sphere of light around us
    Jeb settled himself against the wall beside me
    “Gonna starve yourself, then? Is that the plan?”
    I glared at the stone floor
    If I was being honest with myself, I knew that my mourning was overI hadn't
    known the child or the other soul in the cave of horrorsI could not grieve for strangers forever
    “You wanna die, there are easier and faster ways
    As if I wasn't aware ofthat
    “So give me to Doc, then,” I croaked
    Jeb wasn't surprised to hear me speakHe nodded to himself, as if this was exactly what he'd
    known would come out of my mouth
    “Did you expect us to just give up, Wanderer?” Jeb's voice was stern and more serious than I
    had ever heard it befor
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    It was the only pleasure he had since he had left the StatesAt night in his tent he would lie awake and plan for his future, or think of his son, or try to imagine where his wife would be at that momentAnd sometimes, if he decided that she would be visiting her relatives, he would attempt to create their conversation, and would shake with suppressed glee as he remembered the family jokes
    But now he could not bury himself in those thoughtsAs soon as he would try to hear the light cheerful sound of his wife's voice, he would become conscious of the bawdy laughter of the men who were still drinking at his leftOnce his eyes filled with tears and he shook his head angrilyWhy did they hate him so? he asked himselfHe had tried so hard to be a good soldierHe had never fallen out on a hike, he was as strong as any of them, and he worked harder than most of themHe had never fired his gun once when he was on guard, no matter how tempted he had been, but no one ever noticed thatCroft never recognized his worth
    They were just a bunch of Anti-Semiten, he told himselfThat was all the goyim knew, to run around with loose women, and get drunk like pigsDeeply buried was his envy that he had never had many women and did not know the easy loud companionship of drinkHe was tired of hoping to make friends with them; they didn't want to get along with him, they hated himGoldstein smacked his fist against his palm in exasperationHow can You permit the anti-Semites to live, God? he askedHe was not religious, and yet he believed in a God, a personal God with whom he could quarrel, and whom he could certainly upbra
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